Such Poison

emsherr @ 2009-06-18T00:04:00

2009-06-17T16:18:28Z

Its been 5 months since we last contact..
I wonder how you're doing right now.
I realised that this relationship that we create really bond us together.
I could remember vividly from the day we met as strangers to a lifetime partner. How strong is this relationship we hold?
I was selfish,stubborn and arrogant of what i did/say to you.
I should appreciate for what i have.
I should feel blessed with the love of yours you've given me.
But I threw it away like a dumpster. As easy as i picked a sweet wapper on the floor and dump it onto a rubbish bin.
I never had regretted this far.
I wished time would rewind back to where we make our mistake and solve the problem together.

I've tried to reach you but i held it back.
Cause the "Boys should do his thing,be a gentleman" kind of thing changed my mindset.
Come to think of it, it isn't necessary in the present now.
I should start thinking of what is right and what is wrong when i know it.
I should start standing on my own grounds and be who I really am.

I'm happy and content with the life that i am having now.
Go along with the flow and say ,"Don't mess with me missy" to those who is getting in my way!

Just so you know, 'I've missed you'

emsherr @ 2009-06-17T23:54:00

2009-06-17T15:59:07Z

"Work hard and then you'll find the answers!"

(12 more days to school reopens)

My career job is to be a Fashion Designer/Marketing and Merchandise
My dream/passion is to be a Musician Artist on a World tour

I'm torn between two choices.

emsherr @ 2009-05-22T20:36:00

2009-05-22T13:54:42Z

First of all, i seriously need an hour of bathing. I stinks you know! *smirks* Anyway, why am i here posting in livejournal back here again? The last time i blogged here was last year in Dec. Woah, but still i have never abandoned livejournal :) LIVEJOURNAL STILL ROCKS!

Okay so I only allowed a few of my dearest friends whom i trusted so much. FEEL HONOURED! Actually,this was my previous blog if you didn't know. I don't know if there are still some people who happens to pass by this blog. If so, well just call yourself lucky cause I'm about to blog about my personal lives.* winks*

So, cause i need some privacy about my little lives recently, my sundaymorning.blogspot has been exposed to so many people. And I don't like it. Cause you know my school has got loads of big filthy mouths. Once they knew about other's people secrets, the next day eventually the whole school will know about it. Isn't this 'awesome'?! Probably the reason must be when they have got no lives and nothing else to do and they just want to ruin the person's life which in fact it will reflect on the person itself of how bad his/her character is :P (NOT THAT I CARE)
My point is, some people can't possibly SHUT & SEALED their mouth. Happily spreading the rumours around without even knowing it might hurt the person's feeling. Oh,or maybe they are heartless people. I feel sad for them.. NOT. Oh,one more thing I just hate it when people started commenting on people's blog. Idk, i mean bad comments. Can't they just keep it to themselves? Easier said right? I think i should stop complaining.

Anyways, today i had a really bad,sad,outrageously disappointed and worst day ever. It was english lesson before recess. I was so eager to get back English MYE papers and I got excited over it. I was in a very good mood this morning. Throughout the whole morning,my mind was filled with," english papers! english papers!" Until when Mrs Teo scanned through the class list of the number of failures from top to bottom,my heart started pumping very fast. There were a handful of failures. My head was going to explode at that moment. One by one she called out our names. My hands were trembling when i placed my papers on the table. And there it was,a red ink written in big numbers. My mind totally went blanked. It felt like i had just lost in a battle. It felt like i had lost somebody dearest to me in my life. I don't know. All i know that I couldn't let my mind think straight. I failed to compose all my thoughts together. Tears started to fill in beneath my eyelids. But i managed to held back by facing my head to the window. I took my 'Angels & Demons' book and began reading. But that was an excuse to avoid people noticing me. Everyone started to move around and ask " how much you got?"
I just hate it the way people keep on asking," how much you got?" It's really annoying. Only when they scored higher marks than you,they'll go around and busybody asking. I HATE THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE. Can't they just shut up and not bother about comparing marks with others?! stupid jerks.

I skipped recess today. And anyways, i knew that they won't becoming to my class and come fetch me. Oh,i always visualise them coming to my class when i was feeling down. But it turns out the other way round. They never come,and never will happen. It's always bad timing. When i'm down,they are not there for me. (okay,maybe i'm just thinking too much) FUCK IT! What are friends for?

Sometimes it felt like i lost my trust in them already. Maybe cause i've been spending alone and missed out alot of things and restricting myself from hearing their 'HOT' & usual gossips that i wouldn't want to hear. They know me well. But i feel that it's abit unfair. I don't know! It's complicated! To think that they have their own companion in their lives now doesn't mean they have to put ME aside.. That's what i feel. But what about you guys? I feel neglected. Like as if i don't know what has been going on with your lives,actually i do. I have eyes everywhere. Doing things behind my back and not telling or asking or whatever you call it. HAH,drop it.

I felt hurt and sad when i had to find out from other people that you guys were hanging around with the people whom i disapprove.
It's like as if you are betraying your own friend.

I'm one of a hell devil friend. Who could possibly understand how i feel? Honestly, i lost my trust with everyone.
no,i'm just being oversensitive.

I just wish i have a friend who could just listen to all my complaints,my talking,my nonsense,my thoughts,my feelings,my jokes or whatever. And laugh along with me and understand and cheer me up and whatever that could make me happyyyyyyy!

Its always me when it comes to friends. The Big Spoiler.
I sensed that history is repeating again.

Just so you know, everything that i have done good and serve in my life,i have never get any good comments or remarks before. Its like, whatever i do, i don't get the credits. I sacrificed myself and being so commited to the plan but in the end all the credits goes to the other person whom is most likely not doing the job most. Efforts gone to the drain... I feel hopeless and useless. Sometimes i felt like i'm a replacement. What you people call it, second-hand person. pfft,

i lost the sense of being in love with someone.
i lose control of my emotions at times.
i lose in studies.
i lose in art.
i lose in music.
i lose of all my interests.
i lose all my trusted friends whom i treasured them most.
i lose the sense of happiness.

I've got loads of things to say. but i feel that i should stop talking.
haha,goodbye.

mind and body

2008-12-23T17:04:49Z

I really couldn't take it anymore.

I've always wanted to say a lot of things.
but i just don't know how to express it.

I really wonder who cared for me.
After all i had done contributing for them,i don't feel that i get the credit for it.
I feel insulted.
i feel offended.

Sometimes i really wonder whether am i too friendly towards them or i didn't even spare a thought for myself?
why am i thinking this way?
why am i so friendly?too friendly,to be specific.

I spent my whole day finding out how is a celebrity life like to be?

Like for example, Hilary Duff.
She's a very good famous rich girl.
And she is having a very successful career life.
I admire her sooooooooooooooo much.

And i really wonder how they tolerate all those annoying paparazzi (?)

Angelina Jolie Voight and Hilary Duff rock my world!
(okay,i'm being so random here)

I realised, when i get friendly with people. I get hurt.

I am totally speechless and uncreative person when it comes to ideas.
i have a soft heart.
i get offended too easily.
I can't take hardcore jokes.

Now,i don't even know who to turn to.
Of course,i have my very good friends.
And they are very lovely people.
But they are just not the right person whom i can pour out my feelings.
They would think that i'm weird or just wouldn't care much.
Most probably they would say," you're just thinking too much."
Or rather by saying," Cheer up Sery! "

It has always been the same answer i get.
i feel annoyed.

And it doesn't help.

I'm not the kind of person you might think.

I have been trying my best.
But no one seems to notice.
Okay,well yeah. Like mostly everyone did noticed while we were in HK trip.

Speaking of HK trip, i feel so touched by them.
They gave me their fullest support.
Although, i get the most scoldings and blames from the BIG HEADS.
They got my back.

I LOVE YOU JVCB!

That was my most memorable one i ever had.
i feel like i belong to JVCB.
And that we're bonding.

But after the trip... Things went back to normal. And we had a new challenge.
I found a very true source from my seniors which made me really sad and worried.
At that point of time, i was totally blanked and speechless.
I couldn't think of anything by just stoning there.

But i quickly bring myself back to life and start thinking of a good way.

I couldn't imagine what would they be like if it really happens.
seriously,we will die.

And now, she left me a very responsible job while she is away for japan. I could feel her TRUST on me. I wouldn't want to disappoint her like i did before. I really want us to prove that we could do it.
And i should agree with her that we should be playing grade 4 pieces and above.
In fact,we're secondary school bands.
We should have attained that standard.

And i really believe that WE could do it.
We're left with ONE last practice this friday.
i hope it will go on smoothly.
please JVCB, please prove to HER that we could do it and achieve the GOLD MEDALIST.

I really did play my part for both.
Can say that i am considered as a Band Leader now.

I fell in love with conducting. I tried a lot of ways to improve it. But i was not dared to.
I want to learn more about music.

I'm sorry i was being so strict on you guys.
i have no choice.

You guys took advantage of me when i am being very friendly and nice.
You should be appreciating all these.

Please try putting yourself into my shoes.
i have tons of loads problematic.

i have a fallen EXCO going on.
We're all good friends,but it's hard for us to work together.
it's really frustrating.
And i was once disappointed with the whole exco for not helping me during our HK trip.
I felt hurt for the whole trip.
No,not only for that trip.
None of my exco didn't really do their job.
I was the one who put in more effort into band.

I've been asking myself 'WHY'?

But one thing i'm proud to say is that, i am still standing strong.

And,

The most support that i needed most is from you,my band majorette.

i feel like i'm a loser typing all these out -.-

whoever reads this,please keep it to yourself.
thank you

moving to blogger

2008-01-26T03:42:56Z

Hey. i've decided to move back to blogger :/ yeah,i kinda miss blogger. But no,im not gonna close this down. cus i still thinks that livejournal is wayyyyyyyyyyyy better than blogger,hah!

Im gonna go back to blogger for ONCE. If they give me problem,i'll shift back to livejournal. Okay sorry peeps. you'll have to relink me again if you want to.

Blogger: Http://bytheroadside.blogspot.com
And Please tag when viewing. Thank you.

Well,this is gonna by my last post after all :/
I'll definitely miss livejournal! tsk. tsk.
Goodbye.

Mace works!

2008-01-18T14:07:10Z

This week school was kinda hectic (except monday,tuesday). Too many to mentioned about. So i dont bother typing it here.
All i wanted to post about is BANDBANDBAND. wuahaha -

Wednesday:

Art lesson for 2 hours. i always look forward to art lesson cus we're gonna do something interesting that excite me,ahha! And guess what?we get to pain the chameleon statue with a mix of colours! so cool can! But i didnt started painting yet till next week. And i got jealous when i saw hasnorsa's art piece D: woops

Ended school early. Me and hafiz just cant wait for nadya to end her class so we just rushed off to band room took out our maces and practice :D i dont know why. It just that we were so eagerr wanting to learn more new mace tricks :D And have i ever mentioned?

MACE WORKS IS A TOTAL COOLNESS ! :D

ohh definitely ! (:

Had drills for lower sec + some sec3s. And then i had to took over a small group of squad. Okay, my mind was blank at first. Cus i dont know what to command. *slap head* and i kept laughing and jumping around . oh shit. im not serious to conduct the drills. awghh! D:

"oi,drum majorette! Stay focus and firm lah dey! pfffttt."

i reached home,bathe,took out homework assignments and slept. Clever aren't i? The next day come to school,first thing i know was Wan Ying asked, " Never do homework. Slept the whole night again right?"

Thursday:

Nothing much happend in class. Just that i paid attention during MT class :D The people sitting around are like so anti-social ): My partner is Farhan. In front of me is Mukmin and Hafif(psst. i dont like this guy :/) On the right,Syazwani and Shireen. And behind them are FARAHFEROZRAMBUTBEEHIVELARIMACAMKUDE and wati. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! so unlucky ):

Band after school again without the sec 4s. Which results in sec 3s became the BIG HEADS. chey!ape aku merepek. Eh, the band today quite noisy and i got alittle frustrated . pfftt. Nevermind give chance. :P And then i was told that i need to conduct punishment which i dont know how :/
and amabel! my rescuer saved me job :D Actually i kinda had a bad day but oh well,the day is over .

Today:

English lesson was the BESTBESTBEST! Ms Priya let us listen to our mp3 while doing our Narrative Compo writting! Isnt that cool?! *show the peace hand sign* she's the cooooliest english teacher i have ever had man! HAHA.

Uhm,something frightening happend after school,but its okay now. Went to band today for Mace works again! :D
-i just simply love mace works (:
And i totally missed out Mr Chua's mace tricks!!!! REALLY REGRET IT. ohgoddamnit! shessh! should not have gone home earlier :/
But nevermind! Farhan says that he's gonna teach me next week! YESSA!*skips around the room* thankyouthankyou!

ohhhhhhhhh. i think im going to be a geek person next week. Cus i have like 4 class test on the same week?! grrr. but for the benefit of myself achieve for what i want, yes i will do it :D

My Art assignments still not yet done. and i got a B grade for my 1st assignment. wtf. gah-
BUCK UP!

kudos!

2008-01-11T12:35:46Z

HELLO XINGYI! :D

happy?i post your name bigbig liao. LOL

this whole week scheldue

2008-01-11T12:26:15Z

happy belated belated 15th birthday to me!

yeah,i know its kinda late to say this but oh well! :D
And anyway,im FIFTHTEEN already! getting IC in 3 weeks time ehh xD and also, i can go around showing off my pink card IC to those who doesnt own it yet :D wuahahha!

Had band on Wednesday, 9 January :D . But before band starts,they had this celebration birthday party for me,i mean the band members, like soooooo many people were there :D! Obviously,they were panicking because i was at the canteen and all that.

Okay,the moment when vania,eelin,shaffiqa,khair brought me up to Student Corner,everyone who turned up there started singing birthday song to me. i was seriously soooo touched by them plus the CAKE! that glenn brought up to me (:

And yes,i eventually cried after that. awww. The cake stated there " Happy 15th Birthday SeryBaBa." OKAY,WELL,nevermind about the name. but still i reallyreally appreciate them for having a celebration bdae party for me (: BIG THANK YOU! to those who wished me and gave presents! esp,yixiu! she planned all these bdae thang. thank you! (:

oh right,in the morning i get soooooooooooooooooooooo many wishes by sooooooooo many people while i was doing duty. And i had to say "thank you" continously .gosh!i daydreamed alot til i forgot to let down my hand for the students to walk. sheesh!~

" My BEST birthday bash ever!"

and yeahh,got bashed up by farhan,khaiseng,khair,eelin,farah and i cant remember the rest D: seriously,OUCH!

BAND TIME.
They annouced the new upcoming commitee. And i started to freak out. i dont know why but ...
and i get the Drum Major post. One of the highest rank in band. and im loving it ,oooooooh!~
Adila band major! my new partner! :D
Vania and meihui new secetary.
Joanne is under early training in BM post. And Hafiz is under early training in DM post too.
All of us are under probation for 1 month.
So i must TRY my best for it! :D *positive thoughts*

"Go sery!GOOO! You can do it!" lmao.

Today,after school tried out the mace again like yesterday. I eventually persuade HuaDong to come back and teach me mace stunts :D
And its sooooooooooo COOL! im loving it moreeeeeee xD
i just cant wait for band practices !

okay,bye.
im having muscle cramps because of the bash up thang and mace try-outs :D nyahhaha

sec1 Orientation

2008-01-05T12:45:44Z

Hey peeps!
i was busy the past few days with orientation. but not anymore! :D

YES
YES
YES
YES
YES

ohh,i wanna say something about the sec ones. They are like !@#%&^*!@ so much worser than last year.
they talk back to us,they even insulted their own classmate with sarcastic words! showing attitude.

but,anyway! i didnt get to enjoy the MOST FUN OF ALL, CAMPFIRE PROGRAMME!!
all of us were gathered in the hall. Waiting for our guest to come..

andddddddddddddddddddddddddddd,LIGHTS OFF!
everybody started to scream their lungs out for JOY !
wooooooooooo!~

after principal speech,it was councillors special item!
Whine up!
Whine up!
OH YEAHH~
i loveeeeeeee it man! had fun dancing so energeticly,hyperactively ! :D
but i missed out the THEME SONG!! arggggggggg! D:

The food people and helpers had to go down halfway and prepare supper for later. and while waiting for the water to boil, we spotted BIG GIGANTIC DISGUSTING RATS running around in the canteen!
SO FREAKY!

you know,its so coooooooool when you get the chance to take over the sec ones. esp,holding onto the mic ,walkietalkie :D me likeeee!
okayy, and i kinda messed up when i was giving out instructions to the sec ones during meal time. WOOPS.

* Mrs GGG-LIM* <<< wth?!
and when i said that,i tried not to laughed. instead of turning to huishi and the rest sitting/standing/guiding/supporting me,laughing about the name. ROFL xD
paiseh,paiseh,paiseh.

sleeping in the canteen benches,is COOL. :D me likeee! and ended up ,somebody was shaking my body trying to wake me up saying" sery! sery! wake up! wake up! food ic! food ic!" two times. D: and it was AZLIN! RAWR. disturbed my sleep D:

*scream*
im gonna miss all thesee D:
camp commitee 08 rocks! love them all.

i got nothing to say,brainwashed.-

next week,its STUDY TIME! arrhhshyt. still in my campstress mood T.T

every monday 8.25am school start! :D WOOHEE.

pspsps: i dont like the way i post! so eeeyeeeerrrr D:

two ladies

2007-12-30T12:27:50Z

haiya. i am soo idunohowtodescribemymoodnow. D: alamak,why am i like that. -.- this is so sery-ish.
feel very aeroiqutpoivxznmeqrhqwpr! >.<
spoil my mood seh.
dad already said that he going to buy me a new phone,but ended up saying that hes lazy ...
whatthehell laaaaaa. im so looking forward to it but he totally spoilt it! *head bang onto the table*
and then i asked my sis to accompany me go somewhere,but she gave me the unhappy face. WTF.
then next time i dont accompany her lohh! wah lau. pfffffffffffft.

aiyaa,i dont know what to do alrd laaa. its like my life is going to end here.
oh mygod. why am i being so negative? zz ):

i want a new phone
i want (*) xmas present ):
i want to talk to someone
i want to cry
i want a hug!!

baaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):

whole day in school was FUN!

2007-12-26T16:12:27Z

HEY YAWW all the peeps out there! chey,chey. mcm pahem. LOL

we had this councillor thangg again today . Well everyone turned up, not only commitee(im happy! cus i get to see kendra! :D). Tryout station games,icebreakers,mass dance. & one of the games got "thrown away" ): tsktsk. i bet vann's gonna be sad(or not)when she hear about this.

Anyway! most of all, i enjoyed the mass dance thangg! we get to dance together,laughing away,go crazayeee! :D woohee! me lovelove-
& i am sooo into whine up dance!
OH YEAH~
witchdoctor is so cuteee. LOL. syaifullah called it , that bitchy doctor song. what the hell? xD
OH! OH! The best part is the THEME SONG ! gagagaga~ where everyone sing together but not. IN THE END still,everyone sangg whole heartedly ! especially,we(me shaffiqa adila) were like singing and singing our lungs out with a happy tune ! wouuuuuuuuuuu! the best mann! :D
oh! and i keep playing with the DJ mixer,ava system ^^ so cool. wuahaha.

SUMMARISE: WE ENJOYED EVERYTHING. WOO! :D
7 days to school reopens!

you're back! (:
& thanks
.

emsherr @ 2007-12-25T01:30:00

2007-12-24T17:35:09Z

*We wish you a merry christmas x3
& a happy new year*

Merry Christmas to all!

*Jingle bell,jingle bell,jingle bell rock*

i am your christmas present (:
maybe it may come true when you're back here.

three day

2007-12-23T05:35:34Z

okay. i officially lost my voice and still having noseblock and flu and sore throat. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

last 3 days ive been spending my time at east coast park chalet, with relatives. BBQ,party,games and all.

i just lovee the 2nd day,very early in the morning.
me,idi,airball planned not to sleep ,staying awake for 24hours and went cycling at around 2am til 4am++. From BBQ pit 40 all the way to pit 1,until when theres no pit we still cycled our way through..
Then we go underpass to the other side of the road. So we cycle at the expressway ! :D i know,we'd gone nuts XD and then we walked with our bike alongside the condominium,trees. i didnt look anywhere,just look straight :D nyehehe-
so yah, we cycle from east coast park>marine parade rd>mountbatten rd>east coast rd back to east coast park. so gerek can?

Okay,then all of us set up my sleeping bag outside the chalet cus got limited space inside there and everybody slept already except for us.
Played taiti and cheat with ayu as well. And then idi scare me with this stupid and disgusting RAT. YES,im scared of rat! zzz.

i wanted to watch the sunrise at ard 7am. In the end tak jadi. alamakk.. We cycled again after we bathe. Rest at bedok jetty. so winddy and cooling :D i could still remember that me and my bro went fishing here. and i caught 2 fish! :D
played pool and bowling in the afternoon. and it started to pour rain D: cant go anywhere.
my dad came, and sent me home .

im still abit sleepy. but cant go back to sleep. zzz.
lalala~

i miss all my friends!! DDDD:
its like been forever didnt even talk to them or met. hmphh ):

2 weeks less school reopen! cant wait.

featuring: TRUMPET drawn by deon.

nothing to display

2007-12-18T13:19:28Z

im sick,down with fever flu headaches. oh yess,and tomorrow is our big day for the camp commitee. and i myself dont even know if i might be coming tomorrow or not. sorry if i turn you guys down ):

i wanted to vent something over here. but its okayy. Chatting with khaire, makes me feel abit better now. thanks (:
ohh! xingyi is my true reader :D lolol. i know you're gonna thank me for saying thiss ^^

hmm. maybe i shall continue till the next post.
goodbyee.

pictures taken yesterday!

observe whats azlin and huishi doing.

azlin lost her arm! O.O

aizat posing la seh!

syaifullah!

i think this is cool (:

*Ranamasalalamamonalisametallicakamalabusambamoomitachakabuluthi *! :D

caught! thats chuting. i am so dead if she finds out. standing in the middle of nowhere.

camp commitee!except vania adila estelle ahmad denard aizat D:

xnbb camp

2007-12-16T14:52:44Z

hee- im wearing the "sexy,horny,triumph" shirt now :D

anyway,i just came back from xnbb BBQ. i didnt ate any of the food except hotdogs! as you all know,my stomach is VERY sensitive. And i found out something unexpected ,unbelieveable information. But after i got to know it, i feel SUPER HAPPY even though its weird and uneven :D gagaga~

i think my bill exploded already. cus danial and i have been smsing the entire day and night for the past 3 days. shittoo mama~ haha XD

oh! oh!
Last night was the best!! the ex band members - me karyie shandy eileen haszrul danial went to play soccer in the middle of the night,so COOL can! hahaha. And then i suggested that all of us to lie down on the field in circle,stargazing. that was the most unforgettable moments loh XD we were like laughing out loud,counting stars,blablaa.. i aint gonna forget that memories :D

And then the junior boys were making a hell lot of noise saying that one of them saw a GHOST at the 4th level staircase,and cried. And another one stripping his pants off in front of everyone while they're sleeping . like what the hell?

omg. these 2 nights ive been sleeping around 4am++. damnn sleepayeeee o.-
we've been going in and out of the school to buy FOOD. hahahha.
& thanks for everything to those who help us buy the stuffs. ~

have i ever told you that weiyang is a horrnyy gay sick bastard?? WOOPS! hahaha. he really is loh! hahah . He says that he want 'COKE' drink. but i heard him saying 'cork' . and everyone started LOL-ing. and he keep on saying 'C,c,c,c' . hahaah. hilarious!

Mr simon ng dress like some youngsterr from new york. He wants to look young but he's already old. DOH~ psst. he's getting fatter. woopssss!

okay,need to get some sleep for tmr's dance.
goodnight!

burning inside

2007-12-12T15:02:01Z

okay,practically im feeling super angry and annoyed with (*) or everything laaa. i dunooo? you can call me weirdd. ohhh! that is so typical of me.
& the one i used to tell everything about it , is awaayyyyyyyy from heree.

ASGBAAWTPWERQWOERI!!! D:

bahhhhhhh~ its like the world has turn upside down. make my life go boohooo ):

___

its a good thangg that i dont go overweight *skips around with joy*. i meann these holidays i keep eating food non stop. HEY i got a big appetite here :D
i wanna eat RAMEN ! ): but im brokee. zzz.

OHHHH! AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!
i went for dental appointment this morning. And the dentist told me that i need to wear braces. i gave her the O.O look straighttttttttt. hah! in your face :P(hoho,am i bad or what?)

ohh fudgee. BRACES?! T.T gagagagaa~

braces.
braces.
braces.
braces.
braces.
braces.
braces.

*bee circling my head*

okay bye. i need to go get some sleep for tmr's mass dance thanggg and movieess ! :D
goodnight!

Happy 16th birthday to XINGYI!! :D

enchanted

2007-12-10T16:12:28Z

ive just watched Enchanted just now. Late night movies with my brother. Didnt really pay attention for the first part. But seriously,i loveeeeeeeeeeeee the ending part where robbie and anadunowhat dancee together *Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww* so sweett.

Hokay so i give two thumbs up for that movie ! :D

In the morning ,went to glenn's crib . Just chilling and slacking at his house. My 1st prioity was to play Assassin Creed ! :D nyehehhe.
super nice gamee! me likeeyyy. Played taiti with glenn. wuahahaha. i keep on winning ^^ oh yeahhh~ & linn played the ps3. Call of Duty 4= super damn hard ! D:

We ended up watching transformers. Didnt really like the movie. EXCEPT when the autobots transform,then i loikeee :D ordered Macdonalds delivery,due to raining. so yahh. it was like soo coooll. ?? lols.

ermm,i duno why. but suddenly i actually contacted (A) this morning. am i weird or what? or do i miss (A) ?? gaahhhhhhhhhh~ nvm. we'll be going out next week. *shivers* RAWR!

Escape ,here i come ! weehee :D
goodnights!

Alohaa!

2007-12-09T04:35:55Z

as you know,i watched ugly betty season 1 & 2 the whole day ,yesterday on my bro's laptop. Hokay so i fell asleep while watching cus its already in the morning ! hahahhaha XD And i am soooo going to continue watching it today! :D ninininih~ << what the hell is that?! HAHA.

My bro ordered 3 pizzas and we almost finished it. HOKAY,its unbelieveable for me that i could finish that one dozen of pizza. Cus usually for me when i ate long john meals,i couldnt finish it. seriously! ask linn and vann :D ooooo! and i am soooo happy that i could finished eating my meal at ljs yesterday! :D i dont how, but i didnt drink so muchh of pepsi in the first place! hehehe

okayyyyyyeeeee. and why am i bragging about this? wait,wait,bragging? BAHHHHH! whatever.

anyway! went to school yesterday for the mass dance thanggg. T.T and i totally dont have the mood to dance. sorry guys!~ just not into dancing :D but i want to dance. what the hell am i saying? O.O

OH YEAHH. i miss hanging out with xingyi! D: i duno why. hahahha :D && my classmates too! jiesi,wanying,priscilla D: hmmmm. miss you guys alot. LOL. &&& my pri schoolmates! shahlis hasif azura! :D escape on tues! set.

vann going back to her homeland tomorrow D: 2 weeks siaaaaaaaaa. then i have to go sc meeting ALONE! D: humph! chey. haha.
nehmindnehmind~ OI! must go online hor. then chat with me and LIN! :D we'll miss you. Bon Voyage!~

ehhh,sorry for the singlish language i used :D hehe.
going to continue watching ugly betty!

byebye.

i made this a few days ago.

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeee for today

2007-12-04T05:38:24Z

i didnt went for the bintan debrief thangg. cus in the morning i have sudden diarrhoea T.T
& sorry vann! hehehhe . i wasnt joking hokay :P

anyway, i just uploaded the rhythm on the course pictures. enjoy~

Rhythm on the course pictures :

http://s172.photobucket.com/albums/w31/sherr20/Rhythm%20on%20the%20course%2007/

i play the drums hokay! :D

me shuwen christine eating pandan cake together at one go! HAHAAHA XD

best bandmate!

TRIUMPH! lovelovee-

triumph,triumph !!

2007-12-03T13:45:01Z

Like FINALLY!
all the important stuff that i am assigned to , COMPLETED!
& now i dont have to worry and stress myself anymore. :D except councillor,i guess D: i bet on orientation camp day 08, i will be superduper BUSY and will go crazaayeee.

Rhythm on the course - 2 December.
which was yesterday. And it was held at east coast park. The JVCB members were spilt into 6 groups. And im with TRIUMPH ! the 1st group :D myself,christine,shuwen,jie xin,alody,chloe,joanne,hermione,mardhiyyahh,daphne,chongcheng,eelin,jiekang,lerchen,kevin,peini,kamarul and KHAISENG!(but too bad he's not involved yesterday) LOLS.

Overnight in school . The TRIUMPH group met together at 345pm and design our very OWN teeshirt using paintmarkers,which was soo COOL!(i lovee mine design,thanks to SHUWEN!) Takeaway Macdonalds for dinner. The whole group walked all the way to the main gate and sat under the block eating dinner in one BIG circle :D THE UNITY OF TRIUMPH! WOOHOO XD we ate together ,we walk together ,we march in to school together . SO FUNNN! :D lovelovelove-

Hokay so ALMOST all the girls didnt sleep for the whole night. With all those gossiping,talking, blablabla. some even watched the Ampio Musica video last year in the hall. (imma goldilocks,still remember!? LOL) THEN, i played taiti with vann,huishi,xingyi? played one round D: i wanna play moree laa.

Talktalk ,chitchat, telling ghost stories with qiao sian! eelin christine. that was soo FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! can?? and that christine kept telling us jokes when halfway telling ghost stories. LOL. sucha spoiler! indian man= Fullstop. HAHA.

i woke my TRIUMPH members at 215am. (psst. i even went in the boys sleeping area to woke them up,bleahh :P) blablabla.

Reached ECP @ 6am ! damn early and windy (: Started playing and cheering for the runners from 6am-11pm. 4 hours! damn tiring mann. we were like screaming our lungs out ,cheering to spur the runners ! and playing and cheering and playing and cheering and it goes on and on and onn... Mr Rasull was one of the runners!! XD so happy to see him againn
i was total half dead sitting on the chair,letting christine and shuwen taking over me. HAHA. sorry! 2 of our groups won the top 3 = $1500 ! so proud of JVCB! XD llalala~

and i got super pissed with scumbag! -.-

Ended band @ 2pm. Went jurong point with yixiu! ate late lunch and blablabla.. slept for like 12 hours? NOT ENOUGH MAN.

And i went to school for Commitee meeting from 9-5pm just now! T.T and its like so damn tiring. And tmr i still have to come back school again for Bintan debrief thangg! T.T

okay i think im going to end here for today.
goodbyeee.

busy,tired

2007-11-29T02:53:46Z

HELLO!

sorry for not updating. as i already said the previous post that im busybusybusy! Anyway i just came back from sc leadership camp 3d2n. The camp was uhmm.. damn tiring & quite fun? but i know that all of us learned alot something from the facilitator.

okay,im just plain lazy to elaborate about the camp(because im STILL busy and feeling damn tireddd D:) so yahh,please visit estelle's or adila's blog for more :D

& to syaifullah : Thanks for encouraging me to dance with you for the skit about the dancing thanngg even though i told you that i dont wanna dance in front of the audience. And yeahh,dance is a cool thangg yaww! (but still i dont dance :D but i DO like dancing) ROFL- so yeahh,i really appearciated it alot :D you ROCK dude!

Hokay,the bintan CIP trip 2d1n was a successful one . The students there are very friendly and nice people. And i remembered that me aizat ryan and shaffiqa suggested to play volleyball,sepak takhraw with them. End up only me and aizat played with them volleyball. AND THAT WAS SOO COOL! :D HAHA. i wanna play again!

Me and ryan pair up leading Kumpulan 5. And i got to know ryan more ^^ He's a greatt guy,yeahhh.

OHH! and we get to stay in a lodge like One house with 4 ppl in one roof. There's the living room,toilet,kitchen,dining table,2 bedrooms. so COOL! LOL.

And for the 2 whole days we kept playing the click,open close,black magic,direction gamee = all those we can go crazyy and stupidd about the gamee. and it's so stupid looking from our faces.. like DOHH. hahaha,but its so FUNNN. And everyone played tiati alot. and blablablaa~

soo yahh,thats all.

Here's the web which ive uploaded the pictures for the bintan trip.

http://s172.photobucket.com/albums/w31/sherr20/Bintan%20Trip%2007/

im going to school later for councillor.
Tmr theres band 8-5pm .
And the following day its the marathon camp for 2 days.
@!#%#!@#!

so many camps ive been to D:
i wanna have a break .
someone please pull me out !

& glenn,have a nice safe trip to phuket ! must buy something for us hah! hehe jkjk :D

okay byebye.

EXPLODED!

2007-11-23T15:25:49Z

as you can read my title for this post " EXPLODED!"
YES. ive EXPLODED! like into a million pieces.

!@#%#%%&*%^!#~!

i just came back from bintan trip. And im feeling superr-rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr damn tireddd. And today we had band and i came late. But lucky i dont need to do punishment . nyehehe. and YAH- i was like so HALF DEAD during band.
Ngaaahh~

My whole body is aching.
My eyes are half close.
And i walk like as if i just broke my backbone.
And im slouching.
AND I AM TOTALLY VERY BUSY FOR THE TWO WHOLE WEEK(which result in i cant go out!)
Andandand...

!@#%$#^$^@

&& i have loadddddddddddddddddddddddddds of things need to be done by THIS WEEK.(food proposal,the band marathon thing,bintan reflection,remind ALL my trumpet section about the choir thing,sms ALL my Triumph group about the costume thanggg,andandand..)
oh yah! Christine pity me. and she givee all her fullest support. HAHA. tytyty ^^

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!~
CAN GO CRAZY LAAA.
SO MANY THINGS TO DO AT ONE GO! D:

BYE.

Aloha!

2007-11-16T20:22:13Z

ALOHA !

yes i know im still awake. no,im not. i fell asleep when it was about 12mid . And then i woke up again around 0230hr bcus i sense that something is disturbing me until i couldnt go back to sleep.

So here i am now,blogging + playing solitare with ks ! :D

TODAY. *krikrikrik*

OH YEAH. Had band practice today and we spilt into groups for Rhythm on whateverwhatever thingy marathon thanngg.. is that right? ROFL-
And im allocated in Group 1 which is called T somethinsomething. plus mrs chee made me become the L. which was soooo last minute, all thanks to kamarul ! *grumpy face*

My group ! hmmmmmmmmm.. At first,when i was talking to them, everybody didnt respond to me except ks and shuwen. haha! The rest were like so stonee ! WARGHH! i tried everything to make them feel more lively ! but failed. D: i need helppppppppppppppppppppp.
andandand i got to know that our group is the weakest.so yahh- and two members transfered to our group and blablabla-

After band, went for the passing out parade thangg at nee soon camp. As usual,we're always LATE. woo~ yellow rocks! HAHA.
and yyou know what? i dont know why. but we're like standing in the middle of nowhere before/after all those huggings and taking picturess. And we were like so crazzayee giving on each other a piggy back ride and laughing and laughing and nahnahnahnah~
OHH! andd im addicted saying " 1,2,3 Lets go! *tilt head*" with adila and huishii :DD

THEN, we spilt again went for glenn's bbq by taking cab. Huadong,yixiu,vann,me in one cab. and the guys and so onn.. and yahhhhh.
ehh,what am i saying??lolol.

Eat,talk,crap,gossip? LOL. eheh! i love playing 7 UPP! XD so funnayeee and fun!
and i went around feeding cake to people . YES,i dont know how to suapp peoplee,adila kamarul.

Got home around 11pm. And boom! smsed halfway fell asleep and woke up again and found out that i couldnt go back to sleep.
and i know why. Cus i kept thinking about the marathon thangg.
and its like i have alotalotalot of work need to be done. eg. food ic proposal,banner,the marathon banner,costumee,come for practice,meetings! blablablaaa
shessh~

its 4.21am now.
and i have loadssssssss of work to do later in the morning.
screw proposal! D:

BYEEE

random

2007-11-12T15:12:31Z

RAWR!
(im not copying sam hokay! kena influenced by him .blame him! :D)

im out of PC games! i need to buy new PC games! can anyone recommend me any games oror lend me?? OH PLEASE I BEG YOU!
im dyinggg bcus of this boredom. huahua,im like soooo desperate ! yeahh so what? haha. i dont care :P

im getting really bored playing Audition game. so yahh, i only play it when i have reallyreally nothing to do.

ehh,should i install Resident Evil 2: Platinum to my computer?cus its been a longgg time i never play that game. BUT im scared ,to play that game . i always ask my sister to come over and accompany me play. i cant play alone. i WILL have nightmares o.o hahhaa! stupid zombies ~

hokay . These few days im like obsessed with psp games. Its like everyday i keep on playing my bro's psp. Or maybe i have nothing to do and i just laid down on the couch, playing. hoho- URGHH! i so wanna play Bleach : Heat The Soul 4 !! D: && should i download Silent Hill: The Origins?wooahhhh, that game can freak me out! haha XD

Anyway, im just so excited for NFS : Prostreet coming out soon! :D i am soo gonna buy that gamee. weehee!

EH WAIT.
why am i ranting about games on my post??
NAH. i dont caree.
it just something that i feel like saying it out. :D
ehh get it?no?get lost. ROFL-

so whatever. I went to school in the morning for councillor. Try out the bintan game, blaablablaa~ stayed back to help out do for the game proposal. Ate ljs @ JE. and homeeeee!~ okay so i realised that today me and vann chitchatted about manymany things. haha! i duno. maybe? or issit ,vann?:D lalala~

karyie & eileen (primary school bandmates) called me to come down and have our night hangout around the neighbourhood. And ky asked me to bring along my bike and i was like " no. i dont want! my bike pancet liao." and then she was like " just bring la. we at outside your house alrd. " and then my mom was like " who's that outside the door with the *clingcling*" and then i quickly ran out and open door.

My neighbour was like staring at me and my face expression was like O.O and then i noticed that my bike was gone! a few seconds later,i heard gigglings downstairs and i ran down barefooted. In the end, i saw them holding onto my bike,staring at me AGAIN.
so yeahh, we hang out with our bikes. Cycled to pioneer mall and walked around. and blablablaa~ oh man! so wasted that i never play basketball with them! shessh~

im just happyhappy! bcus of C (: yay. now i dont need to worryyyy so much about it. yay yay! XD

okay,byebye.

emsherr @ 2007-11-10T18:50:00

2007-11-10T10:55:58Z

wish you could be mine..
C. is love-